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‘My diagnosis was a blessing’: composer Sally Beamish on tackling the condition that ruined every joyful memory
As she prepares to mark 70 with a birthday concert, the musician talks about her destructive mindset – and the steps she took to finally make sense of her life and music’s part in it

TL;DR
- Sally Beamish experienced a lifelong pattern of regret, particularly after positive life events, which she explored through cognitive behavioural therapy.
- During therapy, she was suggested to be on the autistic spectrum, leading her to recognize traits like social discomfort, face blindness, and overwhelm in social situations.
- Music has been central to Beamish's life, acting as a tool for processing emotions, compensating for perceived failures, and transforming negative experiences into positive outcomes.
- A missed opportunity to record concerts in Australia led to a profound regret, which paradoxically spurred the creation of her new album, 'House of Wonder'.
- Beamish's 70th birthday is marked by a concert and the album launch, reflecting her personal journey and her family's musical contributions.