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I longed to play the Bach violin double with my daughter
When multiple sclerosis began to affect her fine motor skills, Shakira Hussein found a way to redesign her dream, rather than give it up altogether

TL;DR
- The author's initial symptoms of multiple sclerosis included unexplained fatigue, falls, and a deterioration in violin technique.
- A neurological diagnosis of remitting-relapsing multiple sclerosis was a relief, offering disease-modifying therapies.
- Permanent loss of fine motor skills and balance meant the author could no longer ride her bike or play the violin proficiently.
- An occupational therapist suggested alternative activities like a tricycle or guitar, but these were also frustrating.
- The author discovered the tabla, a pair of hand drums, as a more feasible instrument due to reduced manual dexterity.
- Learning the tabla has been a fulfilling experience, allowing for slow but steady improvement.
- The author accepts she will not play the Bach double violin concerto with her daughter but anticipates making music together with violin and tabla.